But I never thougnt life will be so hard to me. I felt I failed everything that I wanted to achieve.

Last year I wanted to have a career as web developer. So I went to another city to attend a coding bootcamp there.

In the 6 months learning, there were ups and downs. But finially I finished the training.

After the training, some of my classmates found the jobs immediately.I was not in a hurry to find a job, so I continued to study by myself.

Until last month, after studied another two months, I think I am ready. Because many of my classmates told me their interview questions, all are easy, I am very confident to find a proper job.

But the the relatity taught me a lesson. I am totaly wrong. after applying all the 200+ jobs, only 5 companies called me to interview. And When I went there 2 hours by bus, their attitude are like 'You don't have experience as web developer before？then fk off'

Yesterday, Some classmates visited me, they shared their working experience. All taskes are easy. I also can handle them perfectly. But there is just no company willingly to give me a chance.I don't know whether it was releated to my age or not.(4+ old than almost all classmates)

I just could not stop crying.At first my confidence level is 100, now is 0.

What should I do?