My advice is to take a breath and focus on the present. Chip away at what’s causing your anxiety. Don’t shy away from working on yourself. Use your medication as a tool, not as a solution.
I’m painfully aware that these are all much easier said than done. It was a three year journey for me. And who knows - I may start having panic attacks again. If I do, I’m going to try buspar.
Also. Don’t be afraid to switch medications. Don’t just live with severe side effects. Sexual dysfunction, lethargy, significant weight gain - this is no way to live your life. I found the Prozac - Wellbutrin combo to be pretty tame in that department.
Seems like a weird company with a solo founder who explicitly says they aim to be a 1 trillion company (not sure if they’re joking) and lists values such as “Grind. We work long hours to be the best at what we do.”
Anecdotally my headaches correlate with weather changes but was never able to pinpoint exactly the markers.
I can usually tell by intuition if weather is going to trigger things — I’ll even say, “it feels migrainey out” — but I don’t have one specific weather pattern that is clearly the cause.
That’s why I pay attention to the barometer. The barometer frequently predicts big, nonspecific weather changes so whenever I see one on the horizon I know that I might get a migraine when that happens.
Regarding preparation, I try to get stuff down so I can take it easy around the time when the pressure is shifting.
For example, later this afternoon the pressure is supposed to climb quite a bit so I’m getting critical blockers for work done this morning and then I’m going to visit the gym at lunch. It really helps my stress level if I can finish my plan for the day before a headache puts me out. I hope that makes some sense?
I did debate writing how 'headache'y I felt periodically with timestamps (e.g. make a telegram bot -> google sheet) and then add in some weather data and see if it was actually correlated if I plotted them
My IP is sparkling clean for many years now, dkim/spf etc, but gets blocked on any MS mail server. Tried appealing and heard nothing whatsoever.
[•] To enable TOTP I had to first add a mobile number as 2FA, then add TOTP (Google authenticator) and then remove the number (I did not want to use my personal number for work)